I've become the girlfriend I never wanted to be, and I hate myself for it. I go through irrational mood swings, I need constant affirmation and I say things I don't mean in order to bait him into saying what I want to hear.
I'm pushing. I know I'm pushing, and yet the more I see it, the more of a problem it becomes.
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dude, one word: STRESS! exams, moving, missing him, etc. while perhaps it's not ideal, you'd be crazy not to be a little irrational. you will be fine when he comes back, i am sure of it.
now, go have a glass of wine and toast to your fabulousness.
Wait, you're a human being like the rest of us?! Welcome to the club! Honestly, honey, I totally understand, and if I had a penny for all the times I found myself doing that. That is definitely a normal thing, don't put yourself down about it....you're allowed to stress and be insecure! But, I think everything will be fine. Just keep busy with stuff in your own life that makes you happy-it'll help take your mind off these worries. Or, drink. That's what I do :)
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