Well it's been another month in the life of H. I am in the midst of studying dutifully for the GMAT, and actually doing reasonably well. I spent an afternoon getting a much-needed mani/pedi with an old friend. This past week I was sent to LA on strict schmoozing business. Once that was over and done with, I spent the weekend... you know... in Hollywood. Oh, and brunched in Beverly Hills. And strolled along Venice Beach. And randomly happened upon a filming of C.S.I. Miami. And shopped at the Hustler store on Sunset Boulevard. Who does these things, you ask? Why, I think I do. But don't worry - reality came crashing down the moment I was SEXILED by my gracious host. But that's neither here nor there.
Most importantly, I no longer feel as though I'm on the brink of insanity. Quite the opposite, really. I'm a hell of a lot more aware of myself this time around. Yes, there is a lot to work on... and this time I think I might actually be ready to do it. At the moment, things between A and me are very much out in the open, and we both agree that it's a great thing. No, we don't know for certain what we are doing, or if it's for the best. But, unlike the old me, I am looking forward to making - or continuing to make - my own mistakes.
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