After spending a long few days mulling over recent events, it has become clear that I am not only afraid of commitment, but also that I have never really had to confront and deal with that fear before now. It seems that most of the things in my life have just happened naturally. I moved to a new state, I graduated high school, I went to college, I fell in love with a boy, I graduated college and got a job. The boy followed me around and I therefore didn't have to worry about what would happen to us and what to do - he was more than willing to accomodate my life. Now things aren't just falling into place like they used to, and I am struggling to figure everything out.
I am at a point where there is a clear opportunity to make a life-altering decision... I have an idea of where I want things to go, but... How can I be sure?
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